I'm not ashamed of my look in the past.

this is me.
left hand side one is about 1.5 years ago.
right hand side one is 1 month ago.

such a huge difference!
Thank God for his transformation not only to my heart but to my physical appearence as well :)
it's really a life transformation.

5th Anniversary

Today is 17 of Nov. Not many of you would know the meaning of this date, but i know that, 5 years ago of this date, a girl has started her journey in Brisbane.

5 years ago, there's a 18 years old girl who decided to leave behind all the things she had in Macau, family, other university's offers, great friends and lover, she came to this unknown place by herself and started her amazing journey there.

Big thanks to her family, friends and Carlos for giving her the biggest support for her decision.

the first 2 years, life had not been easy for her, She has been thru a lot of ups and downs, challenges and temptations. She fell , she pressed forward, she broke down and then she chose to stand strong. She failed many one and others failed her.

Her life is full of bitterness and hopelessness.

until one day, she came back to Jesus. She started her jouney with God at the end of 2nd year.

God showed her His love that never fails, His hope over situations, His faithfullness which no one can compare. Also, a family which gives her so much encouragements.

God brought her out from the darkness.

It has not been an easy journey for her, God also brought forth a lot of reconciliations of her weaknesses, anger, bitterness, hopelessness, jealousy, insecurity and focuses in her life, also shaping her characters and deepen her faith.

Today, after 3 years, She is still walking with God and is passionate for the name of Jesus.

She knows that God has so much more instore for her and she need to discover it. God is so great that she just wanna know Him more and more everyday.

um...actually, the girl is me :)

Time flies, half of the decade is gone... It's like everything just happened not long ago...

I just realized that i was so different from where i was to where i am now. God has really changed me and my life. I believe that I am still in the process of life transformation from God.

Thank God and everyone who have impacted my life in any way. without you, i will not become the Cintia now :)

To myself: Happy 5th years anniversary of my journey is Brisbane.

I have a lot to say, but dunno where i should start from.

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arhumm.....Exam is over!!!
hopefully...prayerfully....

yesterday was a super tiring day for me!
plus i was so blurred for the whole day!!!

ok.. let me list down now

1. the library's fire alarm was on 1 hour before my exam! I gotta evacuate immediately!

2. i forgot to log out other's account when i was checking my exam hall location from a computer in student centre..um..and actually the person of that account was going to have exam at the same time as me..which means that i REALLY HAVE NO IDEA..even though i saw a strange time length of the exam on that account, it was from 1:30-2:40, but mine supposed from 1:30-3:40..but then i was so blurred that i thought..oh..may be it's the error of the system or sth :S

3. then i only found it out it was the wrong place 15 mins before the exam when i saw different one gathered in front of the room. then i started realizing all the strange faces and some of them looked at me with a surprised faces coz i was holding a marketing text book.

then, i ran back to check again and realized that it was in another end of QUT. oh..SILLY me!
but i managed to rush there on time and make a quick prayer before God in a place where is known as a very famous and common place for engineers or working adults. wahahha
Thank God for the exam paper! It was not as hard as i thought!!! I can do most of it!!! PRAYERS WORK!!!! now i can see why TOILET is so attractive :)

4. After exam, i went in to the free loop for a free ride to the 412 bus stop, perhaps i was too tired, i was so blurred that i didn't see the stairs in front of me and my toe hit *ouch* to the edge of the stairs..it was so painful until i couldn't move at all! damn it!!! i was wondering how i could be so silly! i usually would not be so careless, man...

and it is swollen now...and black...

Still had some more, but i guess here is enough for yesterday..

TODAY...

I cooked after such a long time!!
I was supposed to have dinner and shepherding outside with Yek but then i really couldn't think of any place to eat (too sick of eating out). so, I decided to cook for her and Robin :)

aiya..i forgot to take some pictures of my "masterdishes"
i cooked Green Curry Chicken, King Prawn with Egg, Garlic Pumkin and mushroom soup.
Robin baked Chocolate Brownie :P yummy..

we all are so satisfied with these family dishes.

After that Yek and I started our shepherding with some deep questions, thanks to Dex and Robin for answering these questions, you guys helped me a lot!! haha.. and Thank to Yek for these good questions, it really helped me to learn to become a better shepherd :)

haha then 4 of us had a silly and enjoyable conversation after shep until 11pm..



*YAWN* I felt so sleepy now.. it's 1:30 am already! okiedokie, i should go to bed..

Tomorrow, it's gonna be my first attempt of full fasting, really pray that God will come and touch me, like what Dex said, can really feel so close to God :)

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God really bless him with an amazing voice.

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Looking Forwards to :)